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Sunday, March 04, 2007
you.

oh em gee. what the hell is wrong with me. why do i feel the way i do? do i like you? im not supposed to like you, you have a gf for crying out loud. you're not even that.. great to her so why the hell do i want to be in her spot?
omg i swear theres something wrong with me. i always end up liking the wrong guys. all the time. havent made a right decision since year 9. i know. what the hell.
and why am i jealous anyway? it was only a game. everyone did it? so why did the fact that i saw you make my heart.. flip and hurt. why do i feel this way. i don't need to feel this way. i don't deserve to feel this way. i deserve better than you. but dammit i just can't get over it.
maybe its coz im like that. it takes me alot to like someone. even more to keep liking that person. and a hell of alot to stop liking them. am i loyal? im not sure. i was fickle with my last relationship so who knows how i'll be in my next on?
do i even want to be with you? right now, yes. i do. but that will change in the future. i can't be with you. you're not who i thought you were. you're worse and i don't like going out with bad people =]
so i guess i just want to let it out so that i know what i feel is real and hopefully i'll get over it.
i liked you.
i might even like you.
but that's all about to change.

mckaren stepped on your garbage at Sunday, March 04, 2007 01:59 pm

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mckaren
December 23rd 1989 (Age 19)
Female

`wHo .. ??
* Karen
* 23rd December 1989
* Fortian
* kazzykazza@hotmail.com
* LDS
* Tall.. ish
* Laughs alot.. but maybe a biiit too much..

` lOves .. ??
* Turkey - Filiz * Egypt - Persis
* Going on shopping sprees .. and actually buying lots of stuff
* Gummi everything ..
* Sudoku
* Getting freebies ^^

` wAnts ..
* Biscotti gelato from Gelatissimo
* To go road-trippin' with Egypt and Turkey
* More Korean dramas .. LOL
* New mallets and some decent pairs of drumsticks ..
* The ability to fly *dreams*

` wIshlist ..
* Ipod Video 30 GB
* Beaded Necklaces in Black and Purple
* Purr Hoodie in Grey
* Singlets in Grey and Yellow
* Miss Shop - the ENTIRE collection
* Keds

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