http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/ living in Sat, 08 Sep 2007 21:55:03 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Sat, 08 Sep 2007 13:54:54 GMT you. but i don't know who you are. so who do i miss? the good old days. where things were carefree. and i didn't have to deal with this bullshit. what's wrong with you? and you. and especially you. why are you doing this to the both of them? they don't deserve for history to repeat itself. but then again. its you. so i don't expect more. i don't know what to do about myself. do i? or don't i? answers please. asap. x http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/61.html Tue, 10 Apr 2007 12:52:38 GMT sometimes i just want to drop everything and go, to leave everything behind and escape reality. but whats scary is that sometimes im actually serious. http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=61 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Sun, 01 Apr 2007 16:47:16 GMT i can't do this. like seriously i can't. its so hard, even though what you're telling me is right. i want to do the right thing, i want to be that light that shines above nations and worlds. but im so weak. and im so.. not thinking straight. this is so depressing http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:47:53 GMT It's sad. because i still do think about you. and as i re-read what we once had. it makes me smile to know i had it. you made me smile. but that's all in the past now. it's time to move on. and it's for the better. i liked you more than any other boy. but you don't need to know that. im content just sitting here with that thought all to myself. i love you. and i always will. xox http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/58.html Sat, 17 Mar 2007 12:00:36 GMT CLICK ME IM HOT! http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=58 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/57.html Thu, 15 Mar 2007 09:31:39 GMT you frustrate me so much. i really don't know what to do with you. i no longer know how i feel about you or if i feel you at all. it started out so great but that initial passion has decreased so much i wonder if there is any of it left. i try so hard to make this work for the both of us. i bite my tongue before i speak. i think about how i can constantly improve and be more patient but i do have a limit. it took me so much to let this happen. i dont think you understand how much that really is. i dont think you even care that much, or you wouldn't be the way you are. you want me to open up... (more) http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=57 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/59.html Tue, 13 Mar 2007 21:56:11 GMT i saw you the other day.. and everything, just came flooding back. http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=59 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/60.html Sun, 04 Mar 2007 05:59:07 GMT oh em gee. what the hell is wrong with me. why do i feel the way i do? do i like you? im not supposed to like you, you have a gf for crying out loud. you're not even that.. great to her so why the hell do i want to be in her spot? omg i swear theres something wrong with me. i always end up liking the wrong guys. all the time. havent made a right decision since year 9. i know. what the hell. and why am i jealous anyway? it was only a game. everyone did it? so why did the fact that i saw you make my heart.. flip and hurt. why do i feel this way. i don't need to feel this way. i don't deserve... (more) http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=60 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/56.html Sun, 28 Jan 2007 23:06:16 GMT THIS CRAP FEELING. ITS HAPPENING ALL OVER AGAIN. GAY. ok bye. http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=56 http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/archive/55.html Fri, 10 Nov 2006 21:13:55 GMT everything happens for a reason, and more often than not, they're for a pretty good reason too. its really stupid that i post here when i have the other blog, but knowing no one will read this sort of gives me a private outlet in a way. too much stuff's been happening lately and my body aches. My mind is also.. everywhere, i don't know what to think about and even what to think exactly. It's all so confusing but at the same time i love the feeling. Weird i know. I hope things will be made clear in the future, near or not i can't decide. ' To you: I'm so glad we're still good friends. We've... (more) http://kazkaz.blogdrive.com/comments?id=55